This week has been so horrible... im just tired of people because they have the power to hurt in so many ways

I've been yelled at today my radio and cds have been stolen and my ex boyfriend is a complete asshole to me and im so stressed i dont like to complain but this blog is the only place i can give my oppinion freely without being critized. I just want to go to a place where im completely serene

Just Thinking

Today I found my long lost friend on facebook.We go way back to elementry school i'm so excited to reconnect with him again. Thats my nigga i remember talking to him about anything and everything he was like a brother to me. we went through our ups and downs but at the end of the day we would sit and laugh with each other. Now a day i can't find anything as ginuine as what we had I mean I got bitches but not the ones that you can keep it 100 with all the time. I was thinking about this new guy Keith maybe I was wrong for not giving him any play after the first date but im really not fillin him. I do plan on having sex with him because he works out, 6FT 5INCHES (BIG DICK!) and is aggressive sounds like a good time to me. The only thing is, is that this nigga hella lame but i can live with the flaws as long as im getting fucked. Maybe this state of mind is whats always getting my feelings hurt but i can't help it i love having sex. I just want a guy who is commited to me thats not lame and is ok with having sex as long as we balance it ...oh and smokes weed but spem count is ok(if that even exists). Im definalty still mising richard but i know i can do better i just continue to fall into this trap of lust. Omg im on a emotion rollercoster about life n general i cant wait to get over my adolecent years so i canjust settle down in life ....JUST STAY POSITIVE